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Our Beloved Friend

by Elephant

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1.
this is the place where your life did end and mine began it wasn't fair it wasn't right for you have seen the light what a beautiful life in your hands this is the place where your life did end and mine began it's not the feeling in the end when you've gone away again it's the loss of a friend when you ran this is the place where your life did end and mine began you'd never run away with me to the shoreline of the sea instead you buried me in the sand
2.
Forgive the killer Forgive the saint Forgive the girl who was killed by fate Forgive her friends and the ones that she loved and feel her soul rise above forgive the darkness forgive the light forgive the times when we danced through the night forgive the heartache I felt when you left and feel her soul shake hands with death forgive the morning forgive the night forgive the year that I spent by your side forgive the anger I felt when you fled and feel her soul go to bed forgive the evil forgive the good forgive the halls where you once had stood forgive the tears that I shed when you had gone and feel your soul wave so long forgive the mad man forgive the grief forgive the scars that are buried beneath forgive the mornings I’ll wake without you and feel your soul drift into the blue
3.
I am going to watch myself burst into flames For I could never make you melt or feel the same But every now and then, I’ll think about that night When the fire started in my brain and burned down my mind I am going to watch myself burst into flames When your soul leaves the earth, but mine remains Could you spare a thought for my heart after it’s been burned Could you spare a thought for the dagger of your words I am going to watch myself burst into flames When I remember your wicked face, but not your name But how am I supposed to live when I have no home? How am I supposed to smile when you should have known I am going to watch myself burst into flames When my feet are standing right in place, but yours go away
4.
After many a summer dies the swan When a cold dark morning replaces the dawn It neck is crooked and swings to and fro This poor dead swan has nowhere to go After many a summer dies the swan When you are the queen and I’m the pawn And its eyes are empty and will never look up For this poor dead swan has no one to love After many a summer dies the swan When the actions are revokes and the words, withdrawn And its wings are broken, but once could fly Oh this poor dead swan is waving goodbye After many a summer dies the swan When the feeling’s been crushed but the soul lives on And its head is bowed for it wants to disappear Oh this poor dead swan is no longer here
5.
(Alea) Don’t be sad for me when I go There’s fire in my heart and sickness in my bones (Patrick) Don’t be sad for me when I die There may be a day when I am not nearby (Alea) don’t be sad for me when I run I think our time will be forever done (Patrick) don’t be sad for me when I leave There really is no reason for you to grieve So stay forever warm Through the sunlight and the storm Stay forever warm (Alea) don’t be sad for me when I grow I need to find something to call a home (patrick) don’t be sad for me when I learn We all have a time and we all have a chance to burn (alea) Don’t be sad for me when I try To send a word to you, but I get no reply (Patrick) don’t be sad for me when I die I’ve seen this coming when you bled me dry So stay forever warm Through the sunlight and the storm Stay forever warm
6.
I miss my best friend It’s a shame for an end It’s a night without a moon It’s a wrong you won’t amend I miss my best friend I wonder where you’ve been Will you come back soon? Will you rise or descend? I miss my best friend I will never comprehend When we danced way back in June You said we will never again I miss my best friend It’s not a life I’d recommend So I’ll say good afternoon To my one and only friend
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tonight there will be a blood moon for the hands that i once held will be gone soon but darling if you only could remember that i'm the one that you stuck your knife into tonight there will be a blood moon for the hands that i once loved beat me black and blue darling if you only could now realize that i'm the one who you broke in two tonight there will be a blood moon for the hands that i now love don't belong to you darling if you think about me sometimes know that i'm the one who lassoed you the moon
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Tether me angel if not to you, then to the ground My poor heart is broke and my soul’s been drowned I tried to scream, but I can’t make a sound So tether me angel, if not to you then to the ground Tether me angel, if not to you then to the earth When I have no purpose and I have no worth I try to stay positive, but you only get worse Tether me angel, if not to you then to the earth Tether me angel, if not to you then to the soil You make my heart scream and you make my blood boil And when you look back, a perfect love you have spoiled Tether me angel, if not to you then to the soil Tether me angel, if not to you then to the land Why you went away, I will never understand And suddenly I see this is not what I planned Tether me angel, if not to you then to the land
9.
I want to erase your footprint from my heart Not out of spite but out of sorrow When your soul leaves mine, we’ll be miles apart I thought you had my heart, but it was only borrowed I wish I could see you another day But your soul has turned from gold to gray I hope I burn away I want to erase your footprint from my heart Not from anger but from the pain I feel Never once before did you I “I will depart” So tell me were you fake or were you real I wish I could see you another day But your soul has turned from gold to gray I hope I burn away
10.
Did I not give you everything? Yes, my dear, you did Why can you not look for me? My heart is dimly lit It’s not waking before the dawn It’s not like I was that withdrawn Well hold on dear to me Did I not give you everything That I can’t be sure Listen to me when to you I plea I can’t hear you anymore It’s not waking before the dawn It’s not like I was that withdrawn Well hold on dear to me
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would you please love yourself again and think about me every now and then and if i ever see your diamond eyes it may be my final demise and i know you're never gonna come right back so this is in the name of love that i've got to ask why did you leave me blue and black and cry away like you've been attacked we could be happy on the moon for a couple of years or for an afternoon but if i ever see your wicked face i might be gone without a trace and i know you're never gonna come back here you were my hopes and are my fears do you not know or is it clear into heartbreak we both have steered and i know you're never coming back to me so this is in the name of hate that i've got to plea i thought you were eternity but now hate swallows me
13.
You were my hopes and my fears So tell me please how does it feel? How does it feel to fade away To somewhere else Do you hate yourself? Does it make you melt? It’s been months locked in my room I will not live, I will not bloom I will not smile, I will not wait I will not love, I am not great I am not good, I am not broke I am not heard, I am a joke I am a voice, I am a death I am a door, I will not rest I will not hurt, I will not be I will not be I will not be eternity
14.
You are my hopes and my fears Darling please do be near Do be near to my grave Do remember the days When I was still alive When I loved and made you cry Oh, when I sang Like you do When you’re dead and you’re true I am love, I am pain I am smile, I am stain I am peace, I am want I am miles, I am haunt I am walls, I am sea I am chills, I will be I will be I will be eternity
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i stare death in the face and death stares right back in the morning i won't wake my body's not intact oooooooo i stare death in the face and death stares right back in the morning i won't wake my heart's been attacked
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Push the dagger deeper Till you bleed me dry And twist it up my spine But don’t look me in the eye Push the dagger deeper Till you know that I’m dead Turn off the Christmas lights That hung above your bed How am I to know? You are fool’s gold You lied for a year I thought you'd never let me go Push the dagger deeper Till it can’t push anymore Set me all ablaze Until I’ve burned to my core Push the dagger deeper Till hate replaces love Oh, burn away the scars Until you’ve had enough How am I to know? You are fool’s gold You lied for a year I thought you'd never let me go
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Hooded Eyes 02:59
never again will i return to those hooded eyes and never again will i have to see past your disguise were you sorry? did you weep? my soul's not yours to keep and you find the hill is too steep for your to climb never again will i return to those hooded eyes and never again will i need to hear your subtle lies were you broken? were you lost? did you ever learn the cost? did you find that it was not just in your mind? never again will i return to those hooded eyes and never again will i need to look for you far and wide were you dead? were you alive? were you in or out of style? in the dark of the night that made you smile were you asleep? were you awake? were you in love? were you in hate? did you leave or did you wait for me? were you asleep? were you awake? were you in love? were you in hate? did you leave or did you wait for me? Wait For Me
18.
eleanora fagan you're the only one who knows the happiness i lost and the darkness of my soul but how are you? eleanora fagan you're the darkness of my day the house that's burning down when the feeling melts away but how are you? eleanora fagan you're the songbird that i hate who sings about my loneliness when i disintegrate but how are you? eleanora fagan you're an angel with devil horns who laughs at all my pain from the rose and the thorn but how are you? eleanora fagan you're the flower that doesn't grow the arms that have departed when they said they'd never go but how are you?
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i met wayne coyne after elena died he said, "these things happen to us sometimes don't be sad, death is just another part of life." you did not know her like i did, but you still cried even though i will never see her again she's always be our beloved friend this is not the celebration, not the requiem this is the letter to myself i'd never send i met wayne coyne after elena died and afterwards you start to feel inside tears roll down your face and into the night you said you were in such great pain, but so was i don't be sad, death is just another part of life you did not know her like i did, but you still cried don't be sad, death is just another part of life you did not know her like i did, but you still cried

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I'm sorry about the lyrics on this album, don't take them too seriously

The woods decay, the woods decay and fall,
The vapours weep their burthen to the ground,
Man comes and tills the field and lies beneath,
And after many a summer dies the swan.

--Alfred Tennyson

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released May 19, 2014

~PERSONNEL~
Patrick Goudeau -- vocals, guitar, keyboards, percussion, cowbell, sitar, mandolin, songwriting, samples, zen buddhism

Alea Train -- Vocals

Sol Zenon Cardenas-Schmidt -- artwork
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ALL SONGS WRITTEN BY PATRICK GOUDEAU

length so far -- 58 min 5 sec

Recorded at Elephant Tusk Recording Studio

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