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Billy

by Elephant

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1.
A year and a half It’s a cry and a laugh It’s a song to be heard from the roof So sit down and pray I’ve got nothing to say I’ve got nothing that is solid proof And I’ll break my back Yeah I’ll break my back And it’s all for you A meaningless smile Comes and goes for a while Maybe someday it’s here to stay Arbitrarily sing To give love feathered wings And a heart you will one day betray See my leaves will fall Oh my leaves will fall And it’s all for you Well I may have been played But my mind has been made To believe all the words you recite And I cry in the street Now my time’s been complete I can’t feel this bomb I ignite And I disappear And I disappear And it’s all for you In and out, you will go Like you’ve never been home So you see a familiar face But there’s fire in the sky It’s the place I might die For I’m gone and I won’t leave a trace And I follow on Oh I follow on And it’s all for you See both the eyes Come away from their cries And see them go tumbling away How can you live You’ve got nothing to give Now that everything leads you astray For I’ve hurt the most And I’ve hurt the most And it’s all for you I’ve checked in the mirror If you’re farer or nearer But I can’t see your face anymore So I’ll call myself blind For it’s you I can’t find Since you’re constantly out of the door I’ll give it away Give it away And it’s all for you I live like a schemer But I’m just a dreamer The blue and the white of your sky But could anything be Like the wind through the trees Like the waves crashing through with the tide But I go away And I go away And it’s all for you And my words are a game To see if you are tame and if you are quick on your feet but I lay down to rest with these burns in my chest and I lay in the cold and in heat And I’ll break my back Yeah I’ll break my back And it’s all for you
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Billy 02:12
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Look! 01:14
Look! The sun is coming up on one side of the world while the other side is black Look! Half of the people are laughing and half don't feel anything Look! he's happy she's sad
5.
Charcoal Sun 02:34
i may be a figment of your mind but thoughts of me are hard to find
6.
Big Sea 02:52
big sea big sun sleeps with no one falling under too much thunder so i may finally run big sea big waves wake up bed made praying before we reach sea shore blackest night bluest day big sea big rose no tomorrow first comes laughter die right after when i am not coming home big sea big fish cold air cold lips say "farewell dear i'll be not here to a place where i wish"
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Cloudhead 00:56
dwee-bah zippitetippety doo-wop dwee dwee dwee-doo swaggety jazzzzz
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My porcelain doll sleeps through most of the day and will wake up in the evening light to see if it is nice outside but storm clouds are high and they pound and break her eyes and to her mind they will show themselves and when her heart begins to melt she says "I do remember you from years ago, from rain and snow in my heart, in my heart" My porcelain doll bites a rose between her teeth but the rose is dead and cracked and brown drops from her teeth and hits the ground and breaks into two so she searches for some glue and soon forgets the rose that fell and when her heart begins to melt she says "I do remember you from years ago, from rain and snow in my heart, in my heart"
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A little later on am I a figment of your mind? An empty shell of someone you would rather leave behind But love, can it be that the only thought of yours Is to leave in the morning and lock all my doors So if you leave, write a note, but we don’t have to stay in touch I believe that I never was quite enough I’m lost in a trance, in the hours before dawn A little later on A little later on, can I be right by your side I will forgive you if you say that you were never really mine But hope is a comfort that I’ve learned to live without But while I live, I might say that there’s no point as of now So I’ll just say that my fears have gone their own separate ways But without my fears, I feel I’m stuck in a haze And feel my heart is beating, but not for long A little later on A little later on will there be nothing in my head To reverse all the lightning that flashes blue and red Oh still, love me still in the depths of your heart Even though what I am is winter in March I am tired of feeling nothing and I am tired of my thoughts I’m tired of repeating and saying things we’ve all forgot I won’t see the morning, for I’m already gone A little later on A little later on if I am sleeping in your bed With a little pocket book with some words I should’ve read Oh well, could it be that I just don’t understand If it’s love or hate in the palm of my hand So I’ll see you in the evening if you’re still around I’ll try just to wave and I won’t make a sound I’ll die in my bedroom when I’m no longer strong A little later on
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Rainhead 02:33
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Remember Me 02:32
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Rose 01:03
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Sunhead 01:58
sunhead, close your eyes for it may be time to stop your weeping for it may be time sunhead while you're here could you cleanse my fears of dying alone could you cleanse my fears sunhead don't you die the trauma in your life will soon be gone from your life
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bee-dee dwee-opp skippededoo bop jazzzzzzz
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Aviator 03:43
Aviator follow her If you don’t then the rest of the day is a blur For I’ve seen you before falling out of the sky And when you crashed to the earth, your spirit survived Aviator could it be That you’re too close to eternity And the rest of your life is coming too fast While you’re stuck in the days that all have passed Aviator, come back down If you live like you’re dead you’ll get stuck in the ground If the love in your life is not here anymore Then you’ve made a mistake in this life of yours Aviator you had joy But where has it gone, has it been destroyed I feel death all around hanging onto your mind I feel life asking you what you have declined Aviator when you’re gone It seems like you haven’t been for that long But you need to forget what you wanted before And remember the days when you were adored Aviator stuck in the air Can you still see yourself from way up there Will you ever come down with your head still around For I’m needing you now to be homeward bound
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Illustrator 03:50
If I climbed onto this train If I came back i would not be the same So either I’m fog or I just disappeared Because I could not help but overhear That you’ve talked about me when I was asleep In the tiny hours within my dreams So either I’m lost or I never quite learned Illustrator color me by number That I never should have returned I can’t decide if I want to be dead Or kill some of the ailments inside my head So either I’m dust or I just broke apart As I lay on my floor thinking back on the start Illustrator color me by number I can’t decide if I want to be loved From the drones on the earth or the ones from above So either I’m fake or I blend in with you For my mind is afraid that I never can choose Illustrator color me by number
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this belligerent mind of mine paces on the floor and out the door to where you are it sings when it has finally found a purpose and some solid ground it's singing, it's singing for you this belligerent mind of mind brings a basket of dead roses from your window pane it weeps when sun is shining bright but i am stuck up in the night i'm weeping, i'm weeping for you this belligerent mind of mind remembers you when skies were blue but yours were grey it falls on both its crooked knees to ask you "heaven, heaven please i'm falling, i'm falling from you"
18.
it's been three whole months since i've seen you standing there you would've been something if you were older and if you dared to break out of your cocoon and your fears but your room hasn't been yellow for years you would've been sleeping in the backyard of your mind where i tried to see but i could never find cause you never let me far from you or near but your room hasn't been yellow for years i see the sun come down on everyone but you but if my skies are grey, then yours are hazy blue because you never heard all of their silent cheers but your room hasn't been yellow for years
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Flowerhead 04:07
and remember the days when i wanted to be dead with you and you and you flowerhead

credits

released February 26, 2014

patrick goudeau -- songwriting, vocals, hand gestures, guitar, whale sounds
birds -- poo-tee-weet
length -- 55 min 20 sec
Cover art is entitled "The Observer" by Ashton "The Man; THE MAN" Orozco //

Recorded at Elephant Tusk Recording Studio

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